" This Is My Prayer "

Dear Lord, I thank You for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask You now for forgiveness.

Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.

Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things.

Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when i sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God.

And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will.

Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those that do not believe. But I thank You that I believe.

I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.

I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confess them willingly.

This is my prayer.
In Jesus' name, Amen.

(submitted by Ruby Dannhaus)
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" Bruce Almighty "

Do you know the movie " Bruce Almighty "? The movie starred Jim Carrey, Jennifer Aniston and Morgan Freeman?... I just finished watching it tonight. and it's good!

It's a story starred by Jim Carrey as Bruce Nolan, he's a television reporter in Buffalo, N.Y., who is discontent with almost everything in life despite his popularity and the love of his girlfriend, Grace (Jennifer Aniston). At the end of the worst day of his life, Bruce angrily ridicules and rages against God -- and God responds. God appears in human form (Morgan Freeman) and, endowing Bruce with divine powers, challenges Bruce to take on the big job to see if he can do it any better.

I have to admit. It didn't called my attention at first, bcoz i thought it's another "Jim-Carrey movie". (well, i liked the movie "Liar liar") and maybe bcoz Jennifer Aniston is not really one of my favorite actress. but i have to say that the movie is good. When Bruce had the power God gave him, the scenes were so funny! Especially when he ordered a bowl of soup (4got what kind of soup was that, but it's red.. maybe a tomato soup?haha) and when he had it, he used the power he had, and the soup just part as half, just like in Bible. When the Isralites are crossing the Red Sea, and they continued to walk through the sea on dry ground. That part really got my attention! wasn't it funny? :D

And when everything's going smoothly for Bruce, he got the newscaster-job. People start loving him, he became popular, coz he gets the first news in TV. He lost Grace inspite of all of these. And when Grace left him, he did everything he could, since he got the powers right? but no! that's not the answer. When Grace's sister came to collect her things, her sister told him what Grace do before going to bed, she said that Grace says her prayer every night, prayer for Bruce. and when he saw it himself, it just broke him more.

But in the end, Bruce just couldn't take it anymore, he just doesn't know what to do. He said, " I want You to decide for me. I surrender to Your will. " and when Freeman asked him if he wants Grace back, (of course he wants her back, but she saw how sad was Grace ) he answered him, " No, I want her to be happy. "

There are some people who are soooo self-centered. who are selfish. they only think of themselves. But are they really happy that way? People beside them, are they happy too? (they suffer most, i guess!) It's not gonna be quick to change, but atleast u should try. (well, I'm still trying! haha)

For people who hasn't seen it, rent it! (bossy again, eh?) :D

" My First Birthday.... "

My first birthday.
My first birthday with Jesus in my life.
My first birthday in church.
My first birthday with my friends in church.
My first birthday as a child of God.

Looking back at the days..
When I thought I'm not loved, not cherished.
And even quite stupid 'coz I remember asking God,
why am I forsaken. why am I unimportant.
why am I alone. and why am I here.

It took me a long time to understand the truth.
The truth that I wasn't alone. Wasn't alone from the start.
Wasn't loved and cherished from the beginning.
The truth is Jesus loves me so much that He died on the cross for me.
The truth that I was so blinded by my flesh, that I kept whining and complaining,
but instead I should start claiming God's blessing and love.

And now, everyday seems to be a new and a blessed journey to me, especially when I have Jesus in the center of my life. I don't have to be afraid to take a step forward, because i know there's gonna be a light. because I know God would direct my paths. And i don't have to be afraid if I stumble, because He won't let me fall. because He won't leave me alone. and He won't let go of my hand. Just like a daddy never letting go of his children's hand to prevent them from going away, from getting hurt, from getting stumbled.

And I know when the time comes when a new playmate would come and play with me, I won't let go of my Father's hand either. I'll think of a way so they could meet. They can see how blessed and how I am loved by my Father that they would want to feel that love too. I will take my Father's hand with me no matter where I go, and no matter what i do. I'll always remember what He said. And i'm gonna be this nice child and obey what He wants me to do.

The people that I'm gonna meet, the experiences that I'm gonna have, the road that I'm gonna take, the things that I'm gonna do... And because now I have Jesus in my life, everything is gonna be a lot more meaningful for me. And life is all about Jesus :D

And oh, now I know why I am here on earth.
And another thing, I'm not alone now :)

P.S. Thank u for the cake, Diane! yummy!!~~ that was really so nice of u. luv yah!
For Prudence, for lifting my confident up, saying i'm only sixteen! haha
Marina and Jennifer for being my cheerleader whenever I'm down.
For Caroline who just loves me so much! (same goes to the Chambers Family, haha)
For Angie, just because ..she went to church today. seeing her presence is enough gift for my bday.
For Maria, who wants me to be his son's future wife. haha i luv yah all!
For Annie who always bright my day!
For J, for being a cool leader, and a funny one. thanks for all the hugs anyway.
For Pastor I, for having a big heart.

Mom, Sis', Bry and Justine.... I luv ya guys sooo much! aren't we all just blessed?
To all my cousins who text me (u know who u are, they are many of u) and friends, giving u thanks here. till my next birthday! hahahahaha

*I love you Lord
And I lift my voice,
To worship you
o' my soul rejoice
Take joy my King
In what you hear
Let it be a sweet sweet sound
In Your ears.*

" Five-Fingers Prayers "

Read : James 5:13-18

Prayer is a conversation with God, not a formula. Yet sometimes we might need to use a 'method' to freshen up our prayer time. We can pray the Psalms or other Scriptures (such as The Lord's Prayer), or use the ACTS method (Adoration, Confession, Thanksgiving, and Supplication). I　recently came across this "Five-Finger Prayer" to use as a guide when praying for others:

* When you fold your hands, the thumb is nearest you. So begin by praying for those closest to you- your loved ones. (Philippians 1:3-5)
* The index finger is the pointer. Pray for those who teach- Bible teachers and preachers, and those who teach children. (1 Thessalonians 5:25)
* The next finger is the tallest. It reminds you to pray for those in authority over you- national and local leaders, and your supervisor at work (1 Timothy 2:1-2)
* The fourth finger is usually the weakest. Pray for those who are in trouble or who are suffering (James 5:13-16)
* Then comes your little finger. It reminds you of your smallness in relation to God's greatness. Ask Him to support your needs (Philippians 4:6,19)

Whatever method you use, just talk with your Father. He wants to hear what's on your heart. --Anne Cetas.

Our prayers ascend to heaven's throne
Regardless of the form we use;
Our Father always hears His own
Regardless of the words we choose. --D.De Haan

It's not the words we pray that matter,
it's the condition of your heart.

*** from Our Daily Bread (June.July.August 2005)

" You've Got Mail "

A movie i watched last week :D
A movie way back 1998.
Just flicking the channels and there it is.I saw this movie actually before, just Friday night, Diane, J and me were just like talking about it the other day. and just last week... *poof* the movie's on air. haha!

For those who hasn't seen it. rent it! (was that too bossy? haha)
It's a romantic comedy film played by Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks.They're two business rivals hate each other at the office but fall in love over the internet, and they didn't know it!

I felt sad on the part when Kathleen (Meg Ryan) was stood up by Joe Fox (Tom Hanks).
When he turned his back on the door... it's just.... *sigh* my heart went out for her.

The best part i really loved was when Frank (Kathleen's boyfriend) was trying to break up with her, and then both of them just admitted that they don't love each other. and when Frank asked Kathleen if there's someone. She told him, "No, but there's the dream of someone else.
"that... is so touching! :D

I surf the net. and i saw the movie's tagline.
It says "Someone you pass on the street may already be the love of your life"
and here's one, "At odds in life... in love on-line"
be inlove everyday guys...! :D