Sunny Sunday..

Today's Sunday service was awesome!! Two sisters was baptised and people cried out for joy.
I was thinking today how i was before. How i lived my life before. and right now, it seems like my life now has a motive, a purpose, a way that knows where to go. Like, how could i live before without going to church every Sunday?! And now, i just can't wait to go to church every Sundays. Like, i can't get enough.

Looking back at my life before, how i spent it. It was a waste. And there are times when i thought of it, i wished that i could have come home to God sooner. I could have avoided some mistakes that i had committed, decisions that i had made, you know, things like that. But i believe that God has a purpose for me. I just couldn't figure it out right now what. And i also believe that God is healing me continously, coz obiously there were some hurt or sadness that needed to be healed by Him. There were a lot of times that i thought i could handle the situation, but that is not the way it was, and should not been. God is really teaching me a lot, and i am just getting ready to receive all of it.

Lord i pray that you open my heart, open my ears and open my eyes. Give me the knowledge and wisdom, the power of discernment, to let me grow to another level of my life. Today, there was so many things i told God at church, when Pastor was doing the sermon. Lots of praises, Lots of apologies, Lots of love. Thank you Lord coz you are always there. You never left me all by myself. i love you Lord, and i'll always will.

Sunny Saturday

I'm back from my home vacation... Arg! i missed home so much!

Anyways, it's been two weeks since i came back and all i did was to catch work. but i think everything is coping up. We had a small church gathering today at Lotus Hill, where church office is. And i invited my mom :) and i'm glad i did. I am not saying that she changed her belief today, but sometimes it is just nice that she's there. Hearing the testimonies of others, sharing the blessings. i am just glad she was there with me today. I surely hope she will be coming more to my church.

And after waiting for 1 month 9 days, i finally got my birthday presents from the Chambers. It's not that i am expecting them to give me a present, but they already told me last month ago that they have something for me and that they keep forgetting it! LOlz... I really really like the gifts. especially the bracelet they gave me. It was engraved "To Bernice, From: Fam" (Fam = Family) wow! when Angie made me open the present, i just could not say anything, i felt that saying a "Thank you" is not really enough. i was touched, and the bracelet was beautiful. really. i am definitely going to wear them tomorrow at church. haha!

i am getting ready to sleep now. i need to get up early tomorrow, actually, earlier than usual. Me and Mom will be going to Taoyuan tomorrow for my cousin's bday celebration. My aunt will be cooking something for me that i really really like, it is called *palabok*. So i need to ride my bike to the orange line of MRT. (more farther than the one i always go, the blue line)