"Just When You Thought..."

So many thoughts had been going on my mind lately these days. Things I had heard, the reactions that people gave and I had seen.. they are all coming back to me like movie slides, like I'm beginning to understand and realize some things now. The hardest way I would say.

You know the feeling when you thought you had it then suddenly felt that the world is against you? The feeling when you thought you had it all figured out then just one poof it all changes? The feeling that you thought you would get a break from all of your situations, no one was there to give you a hand but instead let you drown in your own swimming pool (LOL).

But yeah, generally that is what I'm feeling at this moment.

I'm just thinking.. I am just thinking, I had never felt this kind of 'unsupportive' from people.
NEVER. But I guess just when we all thought everything is going smoothly, just when we all thought we are so smart, there will be others who will try and try to take that shine away, there will be misery in every chapter in our lives.

So I guess I'm in that part where I have to start dealing with these, officially starting now....

"Lies"

After months of waiting I finally went to see the girl who hit me in the cab last April. So glad friends were there to accompany me, they explained that if is better to have more people around just in case. And just how surprised I was! The address she gave me, it was not even a home address!! It was an office building!! And to add it all up, she locked my number so I couldn't get through her. Darn! I suddenly remembered how sincere she was that night, how she pleaded that she's only a student and asked not to call her parents, that she will deal with this personally. Oh well, there you go..

LIES!

I still can't believe how people can lie about these stuffs, there had been an accident! People get hurt and yet they choose how to deceive others. Sad how it can be so selfish.
Shouldn't we start sharing and loving? (or is it just me and my whole imaginary world? lol)

so sad ;(