"Just When You Thought..."

So many thoughts had been going on my mind lately these days. Things I had heard, the reactions that people gave and I had seen.. they are all coming back to me like movie slides, like I'm beginning to understand and realize some things now. The hardest way I would say.

You know the feeling when you thought you had it then suddenly felt that the world is against you? The feeling when you thought you had it all figured out then just one poof it all changes? The feeling that you thought you would get a break from all of your situations, no one was there to give you a hand but instead let you drown in your own swimming pool (LOL).

But yeah, generally that is what I'm feeling at this moment.

I'm just thinking.. I am just thinking, I had never felt this kind of 'unsupportive' from people.
NEVER. But I guess just when we all thought everything is going smoothly, just when we all thought we are so smart, there will be others who will try and try to take that shine away, there will be misery in every chapter in our lives.

So I guess I'm in that part where I have to start dealing with these, officially starting now....