Sunny Sunday..

Today's Sunday service was awesome!! Two sisters was baptised and people cried out for joy.
I was thinking today how i was before. How i lived my life before. and right now, it seems like my life now has a motive, a purpose, a way that knows where to go. Like, how could i live before without going to church every Sunday?! And now, i just can't wait to go to church every Sundays. Like, i can't get enough.

Looking back at my life before, how i spent it. It was a waste. And there are times when i thought of it, i wished that i could have come home to God sooner. I could have avoided some mistakes that i had committed, decisions that i had made, you know, things like that. But i believe that God has a purpose for me. I just couldn't figure it out right now what. And i also believe that God is healing me continously, coz obiously there were some hurt or sadness that needed to be healed by Him. There were a lot of times that i thought i could handle the situation, but that is not the way it was, and should not been. God is really teaching me a lot, and i am just getting ready to receive all of it.

Lord i pray that you open my heart, open my ears and open my eyes. Give me the knowledge and wisdom, the power of discernment, to let me grow to another level of my life. Today, there was so many things i told God at church, when Pastor was doing the sermon. Lots of praises, Lots of apologies, Lots of love. Thank you Lord coz you are always there. You never left me all by myself. i love you Lord, and i'll always will.