"Precious"

Anger. Confusion. Sadness. Hopelessness. Disappointments. Bitterness.

Today, I heard a friend that she wanted to end her life today. Her crying over the phone gave me goose-bumps. I was scared. I was scared for her. Afraid that friends couldn't make it on time to stop her. To save her.

I will never understand how other people go through their lives everyday. How they put off the pressure they get from work, the dreadfulness of facing educational professors and those continuous homework they get from school, the busyness at home. The things that we get so crappy about, the things that we thought it makes sense and very important.

No one will know. No one will get it.
And what most important thing, no judging.